Sometimes I fall it's hard to walk on shifting sand
I'm back to running. I love it. It's so therapeutic to me
I was 19. Seriously do you think you'd have done it any better?
Forgive sounds good. Forgert I don't think I can
Pain's built to last. It's not off the shelf yet
One time my kid sis was so mad at me. Now, I don't even recall what I'd done. But, she looked me in the eye and said "I wish you could just disappear!!"
Now my small sis is the most wonderful person I must have done something horrible
I love her to death
My big sis too. She's everything I strive to be. She's just so noble and modest. And she can throw an outfit together out of nothing.
And me? well me, am just the opposite but am learning. Slowly but surely.
My moms, she's the woman whose heart am after. Oh mommy what would we all be and do without you
My twin brother? the man to all of us. Love him to death to
These are the people that matter most to me. At the end of the day if they are all I've left I'll survive
My stomach hurts. Actually, scratch that it hurts right now. I've good days and then of course bad days. The pain has now been intermittent for two years. Still it's pain and it hurts :(
I'm sick of the hospital and medications. The medications are so hard on my stomach they make it worse
I'm sick of school. lol. Ain't we all? But not the dreamer definitely :)
Thanks for being a great friend to me, Shi. Oh how you make life bearable
I went on a date the other day. My dear moms (bless her soul) thought it was too soon (after the break up, y'knw?)
I felt so silly. I did not know what to wear and what not to. Then when I thought I knew I could not decide what was simple enough for a movie date. I'm just silly like that me :)
He was fun though. And he is tall (I can rock the heels and not worry am hovering over some midget lol jk). He was a real gentleman too :) So me and Shi decided to score him 2pts or was it 3, Shi?
I've not dated for the longest so I'm so lost in all this. And I just might have another date with him coming up this weekend
I'm looking forward to Friday. It's not only GNO and but also we're VIP at our all time fave . I just have to remember not to take the Famotidine that day because can't mix that with alcohol. I need a drink. It's been a painful week this
I joined bible study. So I've something to do every Thursday night. Wednesday is soccer night and now Thursday is bible study night lol wait until my work schedule flips one on me
I love my moms soooooooooooooooooo much. I could not find words for how much
Tomorrow is Thursday. One more day until Friday and then the weekend is with us. Yay!!!
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I wish you bluebirds in the spring,
To give your heart a song to sing,
And in July a lemonade,
To cool you in some leafy glade,
I wish you health,
I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love.
Always.
Thanks for being a great friend, and you know I've got mad love for you.
Awww...
I love these little snippets of your inner self that you show...vulnerable, yet strong.
think i've been here before..not sure tho..your almost random gist tells me u have a gentle spirit ..or maybe it was just when you were typin this...
i found it intresting..
peace..
aw, you poor baby! I am sorry you hurt!
But look how much contrast that pain has added to your life, you have this little buzz of joy& beauty going on that nothing seems to shake.
Dating 'lightly' is okay after a breakup...keeps the lights on in your soul..hehe...forgive the analogy
Your family is lucky to have you in it, I know they agree with me:)
All of the things we do before 30 are excusable as a far as I know...19 was part of figuring out life, and no, the past doesn't define us.
Live your life with arms wide open(I know you are already doing that)
and just breathe (Anna Nalick)
I hope the pain goes away...
I hope you find immeasurable joy in everyday.
and I am sick of school right along with you!! No positive words in that regard:)
xoxo
wow, this is like the most honest piece of work i've read in a long time. i have intermittent stomach trouble too, for the past 2 and a half years actually, but am all good.
pain dear. don't let it destroy your joy and happiness so visible in your blogspace.
this is such a great collection of thoughts.
first, it sucks about your tummy. how can one concentrate when the stomach aches? i do hope that it is sorted because being in and out of hospital is a drag. it really doesn't make one feel better to have to keep going back.
second. ah dating. it can potentially be so stressful but you should relax and do as you please. forget the rules - they just make things more difficult. you don't have rules for the great friendships you make - you just be you. so, you just be you.
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