- It's that time of the month again, get yer mind off the gutter, not that one haha, at least not yet, oh well...
 - the spell is on
 - i'm so effing homesick
 - i cried myself home last night. Each footstep of my 3mile walk there was full of tears
 - sometimes i just let it all go, let it all out
 - cry just a tad bit to cleanse my soul
 - so that tomorrow when i need just a tad bit more of energy i can reach deep enough
 - and find something to fall back on
 - my inner strength
 - it keeps me going
 - i dislike my homesick spells
 - they linger a while, make me miserable then just
 - as they came, leave almost unnoticably
 - sadly i always know they came
 - they don't kill me, they make me stronger
 - fridays' are my worst days, at least not as bad as mondays, dude not even close lol
 - but for whatever reason, fridays are the days i feel most alone
 - not lonely, nah-ah haha alone
 - still i live on...
 - somehow a day at a time. Try to project less and write my gratitude list more
 - i'm so depressed right now...
 - where does depression hurt? here, there, er..everywhere
 - who does depression hurt? everyone
 
Current Mood: Graetful
Song playing currently in my mind:Who Knew-Pink
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